Friday, March 9, 2012

(Kelly) "Loving You" Once Upon A...Sketch entry

Good afternoon!! I have a layout to share, that I really love. I love it not only because I think it's pretty, but I love what it stands for. The current challenge over at Once Upon A...Sketch, was not only a sketch challenge, but they always have a journaling prompt with the challenge. I think this is so important, and it really helps me to take the time to really actually journal. Journaling is usually my weak spot, I tend to do the bare minimum, and I don't feel like I always get my true feeling across. I almost didnt do this challenge, because the prompt intimidated me. We were to journal about ourselves, namely, what we are good at. (Oh, no, I thought..) But I love participating at OUAS and wasn't going to be scared away just because I was a little afraid to give myself a compliment!!!
The layout is titled "Loving You" because that is what I feel I am truly good at, is loving my dear daughter Lilah. Here is what my (hidden) journaling reads:

What am I really good at? This question scared me a bit..I first thought about some of my hobbies- I love to scrapbook, I enjoy it, I am pretty creative in general, so that's good...I love to bake and to cook, I'm pretty good at taking a recipe and altering it to please the taste buds of my family...but I'm no "top chef." So what am I really good at?? I'm a good Mom! But I was so afraid to write that down, looking back at the rough week we've had- I've had a few "not so proud mom" moments, where I've lost my cool, yelled, and even cried! Bu even moments like those don't take away from the fact that I love you with all of my heart. I miss you when you aren't with me, I'd do anything to make sure you are safe and happy. I worry about you endlessly. I'm always thinking about and talking about you-- I could go on and on. My proudest moment was when I gave birth to you. I would do anything for you, my sweet Lilah. For all these reasons and more, I know the one thing I am truly amazing at- is loving you! And being your mom. Even on the not so good days, I am the best Mom to you that I can be. Thank you for giving me this awesome talent!


Pretty lengthy for me, huh? I actually sat down and wrote my journaling before I even started my layout, something else I've never done!! All and all I'm pretty proud of myself for opening up to this challenge.
Ok, that was a long read, thanks for taking the time. Here's my layout:
I used up some bits and pieces from the "Dance in the Sunshine" collection from Glitz. Love these colors!
Hidden journaling:


Nadia's beautiful sketch:

14 comments:

Heather M said...

Your journaling is sooo sweet just like your layout.

Andrea said...

Wow Kelly, your journaling inspired me so much! Makes me even more excited to be a mom someday. Having that great of love for someone you created. An amazing page as always. The colors are great and I love all of the tucking under that you did. I am like you. I would love to always do those awesome sentimental journaling spots like Erin does, but I feel like I can never get my true feelings across and don't really know how to say it. You rocked it on this one!

Laurie LaRiviere said...

what a pretty page, love the photo and those colors are great with the b&w picture. Your journaling made me cry, I have been having some not so proud mommy moments, me and my teenage son Ben just butt heads ALL THE TIME over everything, we are just very different and drive each other nuts..lol...I go to bed every night wishing I had done something different...although we are good at making up and saying sorry and moving on...being a mother is SO HARD,but sooo worth it...there are just a lot of bumps along the way...Lilah is lucky to have such a great mommy who loves her like you do!!

phamil said...

Kelly!!! You always do such amazing pages, so does Erin, but this is just so sweet and so pretty. Your journaling is so heartfelt and special, the photo is darling....everything about this super sweet page is precious! I totally love it. Thanks for playing along again at OUAS!!!

Keren Tamir said...

I really love this one Kelly its very beautiful!!

Skrimp N Skrap said...

Such a beautiful sentiment. Thanks for taking the time to capture your thoughts and reminding all of us moms that only we can fill that role for our kids. That's pretty special.

Jasmine S said...

So so beautiful. I love the colors and the photo and your beautiful details but I just love love your journaling. I too think I am a pretty good Mum but yes, I too have those days when I think I could have done better but isn't that the way it is? We are good because we care and we only have the rough days because we are trying our best and want to be a perfect Mum (now I am really rambling on....sorry). Gorgeous page.

okanogangirl said...

Beautiful! I love that you showed where you have your journaling hidden. That's one skill I've not grasped.

sandi said...

Wow! This is simply gorgeous! Tks. for playing along with us at OUAS!

Vicky Varvadouka said...

Hi Kelly!!! This is totally gorgeous my friend! I love your hidden journaling!!Thanks for sharing it with us at OUAS!

Gerry van Gent said...

Kelly, this layout is totally adorable and pretty!
Thank you so much for playing along with us!

Pamela said...

This is beautiful!! Both the layout and the journaling! Well done. Thanks for playing along with us again!

Irini said...

Kelly gorgeous gorgeous layout......
Thanks so much for playing along with us at Once Upon A...Sketch!
hugz
irini

Jeni O'Connor said...

Kelly this is such a beautiful page. Fabulous journalling. Thanks for joining in at OUAS.